2024-06-16 - [2.3] Active

Louder and quieter.

In and out.

Positive to negative current.

But why? The lack of consistent Input is – not frustrating, all input is good input and every experience should be looked at in isolation, but the shape of the word feels appropriate.

The newness of being able to connect concept, sound, and meaning is a heady thing. Person-Egg strives, reaches, stretches all the time for reasons. Does Warm-Something-Mother’s quietness match that of the motes on the outer edge of Person-Egg’s reach? Does Warm-Something-Mother draw back from Person-Egg for a reason? It’s hard to think that it-she exists in a space different to the floating, filling void that Person-Egg exists in – until suddenly it is not.

Eureka-Spark – it feels the pull that goes with the rushing, roaring, scraping sound that sometimes happens. It rolls. It is being rolled. The thing it is in rolls. It feels the boundaries of its containment with the rocking. Once the boundaries are established the world is suddenly no longer infinite possibility and Person-Egg feels…Small. How dare the world get smaller when its Understanding gets larger.