2024-06-12 - 2.3- To Shift

there are Someones all around, there is Mother, and there is It. some are Here, others There, yet more Away

this is the first It understands, notices, of the void around it as space. recognizes the times Mother goes as being Away, further than any Someone. recognizes the sensations Mother drifts out for Them, would swear It could feel them if it had any sense of vows and swears.

It wants to be with Them, to be Here, There, Away all at once. yearns and stretches, now It understands that It desires to be Near.

yearning, reaching, for the first time It feels Itself move.

a feeling not so surprising as it would be for another species, whose Mother spoke less clearly, but filled with Joy and Right.

tumbling tumbling tumbling

oh but that It would move Near but to move at all is a glory It did not know was missing

It goes and goes, stretching yearning tumbling, until something stops It. not a Something, but something. there are no words yet to explain, but something keeps it Here.

for the first time, It sends frustration drifting through the space