2024-06-07 - Come back come back come back

It should have been back to what it used to be, when that thing was gone. When that change disappeared.

But one only wants now. One craves. One wishes.

One is changed by the knowledge that there is something there that leaves one alone. This part of one that comes and goes as it pleases. One is changed by the knowledge that it is cold when one is how one used to be, empty and nothing. The vast empty feels cold when one is unchanged and... what else when it is? Something different again. Something else to know. How many things does one have to know? There should have been little to know, that was what one had to accept in the big empty. Why are there so many things to know?

Please, come back soon, change, one will not want you but one wishes for you nevertheless. It is so cold without you, change.