2024-06-05 - good times bad times

mother--no, no, that needs to be thought of as a title--Mother, she is usually here (Here; it is a place, it also gets a title) but sometimes she goes away and the egg is cold

it assumes its siblings are also cold, it does not know. it knows they exist and they also like warm, and they might be also love but it is not yet sure how to find out. it is not yet sure it is curious.

it knows that it wishes it were warmer, that Mother were back sooner, that wanting to be near is a part of love (it would very much not like its siblings to go away either)

it must learn this new thing, this being away from Mother. Mother is separate. Mother is not eggs. eggs will be all right on their own for a little while!

(is eggs alone? or does eggs have another who is not Mother? egg is not sure. egg does not know how to ask. egg just wants to learn.)

(egg might be excited about growing up.)