2024-06-01 - IT

it is not SHE.

it is NOT SHE.

IT is not SHE.

IT.

the longer it is left with this knowledge, the more it can reflect on this knowledge.

the longer IT is left with this knowledge, the more complicated things become.

IT is not accustomed to complication.

IT cries out at SHE, IT reaches out to SHE with all of ITS self, IT tugs and pulls and screams impotently. IT cries of fear. IT cries of greed and frustration and longing. IT can remain enveloped, IT can bask in the closeness of SHE but IT is not SHE. they can be close but they can never touch as they once had. things can never be as things once were.

can IT become SHE? can iT take SHE back? it tugs and pulls and screams.

SHE leaves like SHE always does and the truth is as cold as the absence of SHE: IT is bare and small and nothing.

IT liked being SHE more.

and IT will become like SHE. it is not bright like SHE, it is not large. but it knows what SHE is like. it knows SHE is good.

perhaps IT is good, too.